My body aches for it. 

Like physically aches for it. 

I get that swirling in my stomach.

I just read some blogs that 

my friends wrote during our stay in India. 

I felt such a strong pull to be back there again in that space. 

I miss it so much. It's already only become a memory. I'm not living it

anymore. It's just a memory. I hate saying that. 

Although it was challenging, looking back on it I couldn't have asked for

anything more. 

I know I need to move forward from this experience, but it has been a 

lot harder than I thought it was going to be. Although this nostalgic moment 

made me take a couple steps back, I'm

 ready to move forward. Be patient

with me, it will be a slow process but I know I need to take my experience

and continue to grow here.